Ezhuroz

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person ( She's not stupid but still ) , no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or SMILE ( This what got me ! ) at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It

Jujur aja gw lagi desperate .. seriously gila .. I'm losing all of it .. my cool , my fun .. ngak tau mo gimana lagi .. semua ini terjadi karena seorang perempuan . Funny how your live is ! it's seems so happy and all . It just seems so good , till you met that certain someone .. Loving her with your all, and yet so impossible to make her yours... after this journal , I think .. I'll show you guys some photos of her .. lol .

Cold Winter nights . Winter wind , gnawing in your bones . and sad , sad , rain pouring in . Oh cold Winter nights . Not snow we got . All just freezing gale and tears of rain . Freezing morning of no sunshine . Dark and gray cloudy day . reminds me of the sad , sad day ..